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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Help Me Save Upward Bound

Alright loyal followers. I'm here to hit you with some heavy stuff. This is a matter of life and death. Well, not really life and death, but it's really frigging important. Not just to me, but to thousands of kids across the country, and kids I work with daily in the summertime. The umbrella program TRIO is on the verge of being defunded, and my program, Johnson State College Upward Bound, is only funded till May of next year if we don't get the funding we need. The 65 kids are about to lose their chance to get to college and make a better life for themselves, who would otherwise not have the chance. I'm going to beseech you to spread the word, help keep education for everyone as a civil right alive in this country, something we need more of, not to cut on a whim to save money. Now I'm going to give you guys some excerpts from the letter I wrote to send to Vermont's representatives in Washington, pleading to help us keep TRIO, and Upward Bound, alive. 

TRIO Programs “provide services for individuals from disadvantaged backgrounds… targeted to serve and assist low-income, first-generation college students” (TRIO Home Page) in their quest for post-baccalaureate programs.  As a former student from one of TRIO’s programs, Upward Bound, and a current four-year employee of the summer residential program, this news deeply concerns me. It concerns me not only because I benefitted from Upward Bound as a student, but also because I have watched many students successfully complete this program and go on to college after high school when they otherwise would not have. I believe very strongly in this program, and I strongly feel that it would hurt our children’s future and our country’s future if we were to cut the funding to TRIO programs such as Upward Bound.   
I joined the Johnson State College Upward Bound Program in the early spring of 2005. I was a sophomore in high school and was not planning on attending college, despite my mother’s preaching about how I will (and my sisters, too) go to college and get an education.  
Regardless of this I wasn’t convinced as a high school student. I didn’t want to go to college; I was in the stereotypical rebellious stage, and wanted to move far away. However one man helped me change my mind; Director of Johnson State College Upward Bound, Tony Blueter. I was recommended by one of my teachers at school, and soon I was in one on one meetings with him and my mother. He pulled for me to join, said he was making an extra spot for me when realistically he had a full program already lined up. His hook was “What are you doing better with your summer?” Truthfully I didn’t have anything better to do. We had just moved and I had changed schools the previous fall after spending one year at Burlington High School. I wasn’t excited for the summer or about school in general. So I begrudgingly signed on to the JSC Upward Bound Program for the summer of 2005.   
The rest is history: I spent two summers there, some of the best summers of my life, learned about getting into college, how to apply, how to write college essays, how to fill out a FAFSA, where to look for scholarships, what it’s like living in a college dorm with strangers, and found some of the best friends I’ve had. I graduated high school in 2007 and was accepted into the University of Vermont, where I attend today. It really is an experience like no other, and a life changing one besides. 
As a result, I felt obligated to give back a just a little bit, and became a summer residential employee for the program. Since the summer of 2008 I’ve been living in the JSC dorms during the residential part of the program and helping the students realize their own potential, and helping them realize they can go to college, too. I’ve watched some of these students grow over a period of three years and the progress they’ve made is astounding. It’s just amazing that these students do homework and class work willingly, driven to do something more for themselves than just settling for mediocre, more than average. That is one of the goals Tony strives for; we aren’t going to settle for average, we want to be the best and every one of us working with Upward Bound believes we are the best. 
Looking back now I am so very grateful for the nagging and support I was given by my family, and equally important, Tony Blueter.  He saw potential in me that I did not and somehow had me curious. From that one meeting on I was indeed hooked, and Upward Bound has been a monumental part of mine and my family’s lives. As an employee I have watched my youngest sister bloom into an amazing student and wonderful person, independent, strong willed, and driven. I owe my college career and future in the high school teaching profession to this program and the unwavering support I’ve received for the past seven years. 
My point is this program means the world to hundreds of thousands of high school students, their families, and the adults that work with them, Upward Bound and all of TRIO included.




So now I'll ask that, if this has touched a single nerve in your heart, sign this petition to keep TRIO programs alive. Please guys, help me out and sign this petition. I owe Upward Bound so much; my career, my college education, the rest of my life, and I don't want to imagine a world where kids like me don't get the same chance I did. I don't want to see the students I work with all summer long suddenly have that same chance ripped out of their hands by people who will never know how hard it is to get to college, or how much it means to them to be told "We believe in you" when no one else has before. Please help me out, help our nation's children out. Sign the petition.

Our goal is to reach 10,000 signatures and we need more support. You can read more and sign the petition here:

Friday, April 22, 2011

my nerdy vice.

For those of who you don’t know, I play a game called Cybernations, a massive multiplayer online geo-political simulator. Players assume the role of a national leader of a fictional nation they create and then run. I obviously have a nation, and have been playing since March 2008. Anyway, it pretty much revolves around community interaction between players/alliances and “Planet Bob” politics between said players/alliances. Some alliances have a radio to discuss in-character and/or out-of-character (IC and OOC respectively) issues. Myself and an alliance mate were invited on one of the more prominent alliance’s radio stations, NPO’s Bootleg Radio. It was quite fun, and I thought I’d share it. Each part is linked below, there are five parts.

http://dl.dropbox.com/u/23950561/Bootleg%20-%20Negotiation%20Redo%20Stagger%20Kahlan%20Show%20P1.aac
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/23950561/Bootleg%20-%20Negotiation%20Redo%20Stagger%20Kahlan%20Show%20P2.aac
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/23950561/Bootleg%20-%20Negotiation%20Redo%20Stagger%20Kahlan%20Show%20P3.aac
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/23950561/Bootleg%20-%20Negotiation%20Redo%20Stagger%20Kahlan%20Show%20P4.aac
http://dl.dropbox.com/u/23950561/Bootleg%20-%20Negotiation%20Redo%20Stagger%20Kahlan%20Show%20P5.aac

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

alleys are cool.


I really like taking photos of alleys for some reason. This is the best one I've found in Burlington so far... I saw better ones in Montreal a couple weeks ago. If you want to see more of my photos check out my DeviantArt page.

Friday, April 8, 2011

the wheels on the bus…

Do you ever make up stories of what people the you see on the public buses on a regular basis do when they get off the bus?

I find myself doing that from time to time. The older lady with the water bottle who walks two blocks away to a stop when there’s one right across the street (I don’t think she likes people), who gets off at the St. Mark’s Catholic Church stop and goes to the senior center across the Ave and down the road to do… something with old people. Or else sits in St. Mark’s all day praying. They refugee women with babies strapped to their backs with swaths of cloth who go to some cultural center after they drop their kids off at school. The weird creepy guy who sometimes gets on with an armload of white dress pants and shirts that honestly look like they’ve seen better days. The neo-Nazi with the devil horns tattooed on his head (he even displays them in the winter, takes his winter hat off and everything. I haven’t been able to think of a reason as to why he does that, beyond some driving need to show them off) and probably works at Yankee Tattoo, or for some reason I can picture him in the Christian Science Reading Room next door. Or both.

I don’t know why I do this. I guess you wonder what these people do with their lives when you’re not all sharing the same air on a sometimes crowded bus, especially when you see them more often than you do the members of your immediate family. Not to mention sitting on two buses twice a day gets immensely boring. It makes me wonder what people think of me when I’m sitting there on the bus, going about my student business. I wonder if they think I’m a stoner, a punk, a flatlander, a hippy. Of course I’m none of those things. It makes you think about how much a first impression can really impact how you’re looked at by people, even when you’ve never once said a word to each other.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

ohai there.

This post goes out to my good friend Stagger Lee. He knows who he is. :wub:

i am the social misfit.

I’m starting to second guess the comfort I’ve been feeling with my development into a social hermit.

I don’t really go out, I don’t hang out much with people outside of my family on the occasional weekend… I’ve been focusing on my schoolwork and enjoying the time I spend in solitude. I have liked having to only worry about myself, keeping my own appointments when I make them, not wondering if X friend is really going to show up like they say or bail out on me again, keeping my own timetable and doing my own thing. It’s been nice, to say the least.

However given the pressure I’ve been feeling from my mom to get out and do something, hang out with people, I’m wondering if the choices I’ve made to socially isolate myself for the sake of schoolwork was such a wise decision, after all.

I mean, honest to goodness I really have loved it. It’s sad to say when I think about it, but I have loved being the master of my own world for the past year. I’ve never liked to do the things all my friends have liked to do anyway. They all like to go dancing, or go to big parties, or drink till they’re passed out. I hate dancing, I hate big parties, and I can’t even down two beers in succession without feeling like I’m drunk, let along drink enough to pass out. I don’t know, I just haven’t felt like what I’ve done, how I’ve gotten to this point, hasn’t been all that bad. It’s not like I mean for this to be how I live the rest of my life. Do I miss connecting with people who enjoy the same things I do? Sure, of course.

But then again I’m wishing I’d been able to have that “typical college experience” that everyone else around me seems to be having, to have had these past four years. I feel like I missed my opportunity to find a niche I’d have fit into here at school. Like, it was there somewhere, and I just wasn’t lucky enough to find those people and make the connection early on.

I’ve also taken to looking at my recently former romantic relationship, born out of an internet game of all places, as a testament to how far I’ve slipped away from the community of people around me. Not to say that I haven’t enjoyed the friends I’ve made via Cybernations, they’ve been some really great friends. But I miss going to see people, having people come hang out with me, showing off my new place, going out to eat, to the beach, to a concert… where ever.

I suppose I can only make the effort to slowly allow myself the time, again. I’ve been denying myself from people for so long… Here I come, world. I hope you’re prepared for my awkwardness!